anger

so i've noticed a lot of anger lately. i mean, is it really so bad to wish that he gets the crap beat out of him like he did to me for so long? i'm sure it is. it isn't what Jesus would do. i know i need to learn to forgive but i am so angry. i feel like he has hurt my children and it ticks me off. i can't believe i put up with that crap for so long. thank God for bringing me out of that horrible nightmare. thank God for an amazing husband that helps me heal from the past.